this was written a couple weeks ago in a hazy moment of my life. i just haven't found the time to post it til now...
standing in the kitchen in a blank stare
the sound of the fan drowns out my thoughts
i look around at the dishes in the sink
and think about the ones in the dishwasher
that still need to be put away
i don't want to do it
i don't have the motivation to do dishes
or make the bed or vacuum
silence is all around me
i can feel the loneliness closing in
me
just me
i read some more or make dinner
i'm just going through the motions
feels like i'm trying to run under water
i'm bored i'm restless i'm tired i'm alone
it'll pass like it always does
i keep my fake smiles numbered for just such an occasion
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