just a good ol' cock fest

holy fucking christ. i just had by far one of the most interesting IM conversations of my life. there's a guy i met back in april . seemed like a nice, normal guy that grew up on a farm in a small town in pennsylvania. farm was complete with chickens, pigs, cows and goats. can't be too odd, right? WRONG!!!!!

so as our time of knowing each other progresses he slowly started asking me about my sexual encounters. i thought this was strange but i don't judge so whatev. he later confesses to me that he is bi and gets off on hearing about guys i have fucked. whether it be recent or way back in my past. ok. still weird but we all have some closet stuff that gets us goin'. closet. no pun intended.

he and i are IMing today an outta nowhere he tells me he got into gay porn recently. not too surprising. he's one of the most gorgeous guys i've ever seen and loves the cock. perfect job for a guy like "john" (i will be using the first name of his porn star name only). i've always been fascinated by things that are different from my normalcy so i start asking him all these questions. like 25 or 30 different things over the course of an hour & 1/2. he said he'll be doing pretty hardcore shit. none of the sissy stuff you see on showtime at midnight. says it pays pretty well. said he prefers men to women but is really picky when it comes to men. said the main reason he moved to AZ was so he could be open about his sexuality (his parents are bible humpers and would probably forget they had a son if they knew. that is terribly sad). offered to let me see a copy of his work when he gets it. then goes so far as to offer me to go down to the studio with him to watch him, as he put it "live in action." i'm beside myself with laughter at this point. THEN he says i can watch him and his boyfriend at his place if i wanted. what do i do? bring popcorn and a jumbo soda, sit back and enjoy the show?? **please no smoking and turn your cell phone off** then he tells me that he told his boyfriend all about me and asked if i wanna meet him. "john" said he's totally cool with meeting me. they have threesomes all the time with men and women. ok... so would i be invited to join in on this cock fest??

then john tells me that i should get into porn because i would make a TON of money looking the way i do. ok, i've always wondered if that is a compliment or not. i've been asked if i'm a stripper in multiple occassions. offended or flattered? i'm on the fence. anyway... i just keep re-reading our IM and laughing my ass off!! it's so surreal. but hey, look on the bright side... if he becomes famous i can always say "yeah i was with john (porn star last name will be withheld) before he was famous." wow. i can't really think of anything else to say!! it was one of the most interesting, random, educational, and mildly arousing conversations i've ever had!!!!