boys like you are a dime a dozen

WARNING: i'm PMSing really bad right now and just need to bitch.

frustrating. one sided. brick wall. head banging. uncertainty. i'm patient. but not for much longer. i swear if i hadn't asked you out first there would never have been a date. "i can't make it tonight" i've heard it so many times it blurs into nothing. are you just not interested but too nice to say so? are you intimidated? i know i have cards stacked against me. why? cuz i'm a blonde attractive hairstylist with tattoos from CA? oooh i'm terrifying! i'm not like other girls. trust me *wink* you tell me not to read into you not having time for me. you're busy. i get it. between the work and the kids and the psycho ex and the jeep and the crazy roommate and the dog. sometimes there aren't enough hours in a day. same here. i make time. a girl can only ask a guy out so many times before she moves on. fuck i'm stubborn. i hate it. the flirting is there. the attraction is there. the sexual tension is there. the words and smiles are there. you're not. talk is cheap. actions lie louder than words